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hmm

saya rasa menyesal dgn apa yg saya tulis dlm post sebelum ni..
saya tak sepatutnya bersungut,,
saya tak sepatutnya mengeluh dgn apa yg telah ditakdirkan utk saya..
sepatutnya saya bersyukur kerana Dia masih sayangkan saya,
masih beri kekuatan dan peluang utk saya bersama dgn mereka yg saya sayang,
saya perlu akur,
hidup ini memang utk diuji,
dan Dia tidak akan menguji hambanya yg tidak mampu utk menanggung sesuatu ujian,
saya adalah antara insan yang terpilih,
sesuatu yang istimewa jika difikirkan, betulkan?
cuma saya perlu sentiasa berdoa,
semoga saya terus kuat,
terus rasional utk menghadapi segalanya,
terus berusaha membetulkan apa yang salah,
dan mencari penyelesaian sebaiknya untuk setiap permasalahan..

Bukankah itu lebih bagus dari terus bersungut dan mengeluh?

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Hari ini, 30 Ogos, merupakn Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan peringkat sekolah. Pelbagai aktiviti dijalankan. Perhimpunan pagi, nyanyian lagu-lagu patriotik, pertandingan mewarna dan melukis, pertandingan sajak, teka silangkata dan kuiz. Ada juga pertandingan pakaian beragam. Comel!Saya tidak sempat mengambil byk gambar mereka.



Semasa lagu-lagu patriotik dinyanyikan, semuanya begitu teruja. Masing-masing mengibarkan bendera, Saya juga teruja. Siapa yang tidak bersemangat bila datang Hari Kemerdekaan?Saya tahu, ada dikalangan anak-anak kecil ini yang langsung tidak mengerti makna sebenar kemerdekaan. Bagi mereka, merdeka adalah merdeka, semata-mata acara yg disambut dgn penuh warna warni setiap tahun. Merdeka..tanpa sebarang cerita disebaliknya.



Untuk itu saya suka bercerita tentang merdeka. Peristiwa sebelum merdeka. Mereka akan terlopong dan asyik mendengar. Banyak soalan diajukan. Saya buat mereka serba-sedikit faham.Saya buat mereka lebih menghargai kemerdekaan.

"Betul ke ada yang makan ubi kayu?"
"Perang macam kat Iraq?"
"Saya suka Malaysia sekarang"



Saya membayangkan keihidupan akan datang. Semangat mereka melegakan saya. Dalam kita tak sedar, memang anak-anak ini adalah harapan kita.

.:Selamat menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan ke 50:.

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Mlm tadi rakan lama hubungi saya. dah lama sebenarnya tak bersembang dgn dia. owh, dia sebenarnye rakan lama masa di shah alam. terakhir berjumpa masa menghadiri resepsi perkahwinannya, April lepas.Lama kami bersembang.seronok sesekali dapat bercerita.

Dia tanya perkembangan terbaru saya. saya kata saya mcm ni lah. bahagia menjalani kehidupan.Tiada apa yg berubah. Dia juga bahagia katanya. Cuma agak kalut bila dia terpaksa tinggal bersama mertua. Mungkin terkilan sebab dia lebih berharap dapat menjalani kehidupan peribadi suami isteri tanpa kehadiran sesiapa.

Antara saya dan dia, dia lebih beruntung kerana berada dekat dgn suami tersayang setiap hari.Bagi saya, Itu yg lebih utama.

Dia masih bekerja ditempat lama. Dia beruntung, sepejabat dgn beberapa rakan kami yg lain. sekurang2ya kurang rasa rindu. dpt selalu mkn2 mcm dulu. Kami bercerita juga tentang kawan-kawan lama yg lain. Alhamdulillah, masing-masing menjalani kehidupan yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya..Seronok dapat gelak-gelak semalam. rasa mcm dulu-dulu. rasa mcm saya adalah saya yg sebenar...erk??!  kadang-kadang rindu zaman belajar. Enjoy, pressure pun bila terpaksa siapkan assignment.Ketika belajar kami byk melalui pengalaman beharga.Saya tau hidup berdikari, menguruskan diri sendiri, menguruskan kewangan, menyelami kehidupan org lain..betul,seronok. Makan, shopping, travel,berenang,memasak ...rindu semua tu!

Rindu mcm mana pun, saya perlu akur, kehidupan kita melalui beberapa fasa. Tidak boleh tidak, kita perlu melangkah ke fasa lain dlm kehidupan. Lebih matang, perlu lebih fokus, pikul lebih byk tanggungjawab. Apa pun saya bahagia sekarang.

Terima kasi krn hubungi saya semalam. Setidak-tidaknya membawa kenangan kembali dalam ingatan. Dan menyedarkan saya betapa kita telah melewati fasa dlm kehidupan!

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Syoknye cuti seminggu yg lepas...

Jumaat, 17 Ogos, lepas kerja terus ke Puchong. Sampai dalam lebih kurang pukul 8.00 mlm. (singgah Awan Besar beli sate!!)
lebih kurang pukul 10.00 mlm terus ke Penang. Tiring but wonderful journey.sampai penang pukul 3.00 am. pheww! Syg yg patut penat..ahaks..me?? ZzzZZ

Then, Saturday, we did nothing. stayed ,,relaxing in my mil house. woke up late..hihi. Read bundle of magzs.

The next day we had a trip tp BKH, Jitra. Went there with my family. syg bought a pair of jeans. wanted to hv a brand new parfum,,but too cossyy...hmm..
better stop desiring sumthing that u're not affordable enuff to get...well,wasnt that dissapointed. 

Tuesday went back to Pjaya. Stopped at Tapah, had our dinner there. Reached Shah Alam bout 8 p.m and straght away to .....mall (fogot the mall's name). There purchased my new fragrance..weeheee..Pueh hati! Then had makan-makan @ my sis house in Puchong.

Wednesday
...JEng jeng ..jengg the ..time we had waitin for so long..yey!Went to Cheras to pick up our new Car..hhahahaha...around 10 pm went to Pjaya and watched International fireworks competition.

Thursday.. went to Nilai with my mum and sisters. We had terrible shopping experience. hehe.

Friday ..went back to Kuantan..bye bye Pjaya...

Saturday...again..having our terrible shopping experience. Syg bought pair of khakis. Me?? hehehehe

[behind all these.. I know that my syg wasnt happy ..for living mak n ayah. I know how much he loves them. I can feel the lost, deep in their eyes, showing how much they r hoping to see us again..wait, with Allah will, we'll be there again soon.. ]

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Hari ni cuaca redup sepanjang hari.
Malam semalam hujan.
Pagi tadi juga hujan. Hujan renyai-renyai.
Cuaca mendung, sejuk..
Angin pun acapkali bertiup..sampai petang.

Tapi
Saya suka cuaca begini..biar begini sepanjang hari, sepanjang esok, lusa
Kalau ada bunga tulip kembang,
atau
kalau ada daun-daun kering gugur,
atau,
hanya boleh dengar burung-burung bersiulan
lagi baik..

** mood saya baik hari ni..mungkin sebab cuaca.

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Kids Lab

I fasilitate the kids doin the experiments. The activated charcoal really new for 'em. They were just fine ..and of course i managed to handle everything. Thanks to all the BASF Petronas staff. Ohh. I got door gifts. Small but cute BASF Petronas key-chain, fruits and balloons. Also got an apron! Last but not least, well-managed event.


Class

I'm still teaching them about foods. They were happy drawin and colourin all the related stuff. Hm some of 'em are able to spell and pronounce words correctly. I'm impressed.


Scout a.k.a Pengakap Kanak-kanak

We were havin so muchh fun yesterday. We had cookin activities. also known as 'Masakan Rimba'. 15 students involved. Last week, when mentionin about all this, they were just like " ohhhhhh..syokknyeee mainn masak-masak " Hmm. Some of 'em brought bread, some brought fish, rice, potatoes and eggs..ops even salted-fish. They were devided into small groups and each needs to do the same task. Cookin rice in the cut-off bamboo really new for them. As Lemang is something else. ..But I was fasting yesterday and went home early, before I could taste a burned fish (hehehe) and half-boiled eggs..ewwwww!

I adore their courage,,Half-way skilled chef!

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I found a forum about breast cancer awareness and it is really good. We can share and ask anything regarding the Issues on prevention, detection and treatment of breast cancer. I've posted a question and they replied it very soon. 
Here are the question and answer. Feel free to read :)

Question:
Posted: Thu, 12 Jul 2007 5:42 pm Post subject: The operation procedures

hye
I'm 27th yrs old female. I've discovered a small lump by size of 10 cnt inside my left breast 2 years ago. Doctor did examined that and I already had the needle biopsy. Confirmed it was fibroid adenoma. 3 doctors advised me to get the lump surgical removed if the size is getting bigger. I dont hv much problems with the lump except for feeling uncomfortable during my PMS. My breast sores and I can feel the lump harder and increased its size. And i'll keep thinking to get it removed.

But after my PMS I can't no more feel the pain. And the lump seems back to its normal size. But it still there.

Can I just remove the lump without having any surgery?
Can the lump decrease its size on it own?
How is the procedure of the operation, does it hurt?
Can I remove the lump by having full biopsy( with larger needle)?

I need your advise,
so much thanks!


Answer:
Posted: Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:32 pm Post subject:

Hi,
The fibroadenoma is benign.
In theory, if it does not grow very much and is stable or shrink over time, there is no need to remove it.
However, how are you monitoring it?
At least by regular ultrasound examinations.

Normally in the initial stages, the ultrasound may be every 6 months, and subsequently if it continues to be stable in size or shrinking it might be reviewed once a year for ultrasound assuming you do not feel any sudden change in the size of the months or rapid increase in size.
It is also normal for it to increase slowly in size over the years, since you still have regular periods.

Please note, that we recommend self breast examination once a month and always after your period is over. It is normal for the breast to engorge and so the fibroadenoma will also feel larger! Hence your method of self breast examination only serves to increase your anxiety and therefore counter productive.
please only perform the self check once a month after the period. If you wish to experiment, you will find that for every different week in your menstrual cycle, you will feel a change in the texture and size of the fibroadenoma. In addition the rest of your breast may also feel more "Lumpy" , as if there are multiple lumpy areas!

As for whether it will shrink in size,it may, normally after your menopause or when it degenerates/involutes on its own. it can happen any time and over a variable duration. Many times on the mammogram, we will see a large calcification like a popcorn in the breast, and this is normally not dangerous and due to an involuted fibroadenoma. This is harmless and we can leave it alone. Usually the lady wouldn't even have known she had one, unless she had gone for an ultrasound/mammogram. of course, if the fibroadenoma grew relatively close to the skin or in a small breast, then, it would be more easily felt.

Please read about lumps and lumpiness here:
http://www.radiologymalaysia.org/breasthealth/SBE/lumps.htm

Surgery? It will just be a small wound, and removal of just the growth. normally done under general anaesthesia, and you don't even need to stay over night. It is relatively fast procedure.

Removal with a large biopsy needle. This would be a 11 G or even larger needle. Depending on the size of your fibroadenoma, this may be possible but there is no guarantee that the margins will be clear of the fibroadenoma. This of course will be done only under local anaesthesia.
_________________
Dr Evelyn Ho
Radiologist

** Surgery? hmm.. will think about it..

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Title :Selalu Denganmu
artist: Tompi


adakah waktu yg tak berbatas
untukku merasa bahagia
saat-saat aku jatuh cinta
saat ku terbang jauh ke sana

**: selalu denganmu
kasihku selamanya
selalu denganmu
cintaku bersama

kaulah matahari dalam hidupku
dan kaulah cahaya bulan di malamku
hadirmu selalu akan ku tunggu
cintamu selalu akan ku rindu

Tahukah kau diriku tak sanggup hidup bila kau jauh dariku
Ku ingin di pelukmu selalu..

hadirmu selalu akan ku tunggu
cintamu selalu akan ku rindu
dan tiada lagi batas ruang waktu

Tahukah kau diriku tak sanggup hidup bila kau jauh dariku
Ku ingin di pelukmu selalu..
Oh Tuhan tetapkan rasa cinta ku ini
hanya untukmu
selalu setia selama-lamanya

p/s : driving car on my way to school..and listenin to this song..and havin my thought on him..and..I can feel the symphoni..

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